Alive and Lonely ~ Poem

So alone

Alive and Lonely

I'm still awake 

yet my soul lies buried 

hushed deep in barren lands

of hopeless dreams

i helplessly sink in the rivers

created by my tears

my eyes have toiled effortlessly

wandering for freedom

i lay silently entrapped, amidst

endless sorrowful realms

burdened with the ache

to much to digest

having lost life's race

 living in loneliness

all i can feel is winters

in the scorching heat

i'm still wandering

and my destiny, perhaps

is silent death....